today is half good half bad . why leh ? cause in the morning hmm i kena lied by my mum . she promised me something but last minute change her idea . so i just feel that i exist in this world to let people to use me . that is my purpose of life . i really feel very tired getting used by people . why cant this stop . maybe they wan force me to die then they feel happy ? if that is so i may do it .

then later go out to eat at parkway . the usual hangout "we" always go . then eat swensen's . then dad give me 50 bucks . gave my sis 50 bucks too . then later my dad say he buying N95 . si bei rich can mine only 600+ without contract . his is like 1.1k without contract zzz . trying make me jealous . somemore the camera is 5 megapixel . mine only 3.2 megapixel . then later go giordano buy jeans . if not wrong think 53 dollars bah . not too ex compared to my jeans i last year buy . i think 70+ . then later went to esprit . is always at esprit that i see something very gam to me one . and i saw one jeans i like . the price is .... 109 dollars ..... pengs ......

then i continue go look other jeans to find cheaper ones . but none i see liao will shun yan . so i go try the ex jeans xP . then at first try 30 . so tight i can hardly breathe >.>

then took 32 and try . gam gam hou ! haha then my mum pay . i think got 10% discount so not so ex but still ex for me ... then later they go sembawang buy CD . i no interest in CDs lol cause i just download it so wad for waste money buy . sooner or later i going go jail le keep download . siaoness !