Holidays have come, but why do I feel that sadness

it's like I feel so empty hmm

many things happened, do not wish to further elaborate

sometimes knowing 3 important things clash together

and you do not know what to choose

but knowing what i chose that day was right made me a little relieved

although it is sad but hmm

oh well less things to care means lesser excuse

means i must work hard for my next semester

no more slacking !!!!! get this diploma over and done with

life is full of ... depressive stuffs

but sometimes watching dramas

playing some games can let you forget about it

however, that pain is already carved into your heart

so even if many years passed

you will never forget that thing, which is important to you

maybe i didn't treasure it well

so now are all regrets ? or pure hatred ?

at least sometimes, short-term happiness can actually make you feel better

but it's just a temporary effect

sometimes I wished that i do not have feelings

then i do not have to think about all these things

haiz...